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you know what sucks? doing SO MANY THINGS and not get appreciated and even get 'fucked at'.

fuck you and you ass hole attitude. you think just by washing A LITTLE BIT of dishes makes you hero? huh? not like i never did helped you. just because i chose to do smth else which is not the same as yours you wanna say 'fuck' to me? just because i told you to wash the basin properly after washing the dishes you ask me to diam?

WELL THEN FUCK YOU UPSIDE DOWN _|_

you think you have that fucking rights to say fuck to me bcos you give me 20 bucks per month? or 2 months to be exact cus you fucking kiamsiap. you think i fucking wanna accept that sohai 20 bucks? i'd rather give it back lah -_- just taking it cos MUM made you give me.

what sucks more ah?

when your parents FUCKING BLAME YOU for having your pen drive spoiled when its not you who spoiled it. FUCKING SHIT.

MY DAD fucking knows that my fucking brother borrows it ALL THE FUCKING TIME without my permission and HE NEVER FUCKING REMOVES HARDWARE SAFELY. -_- and wtf when i really wanna use it it can't be used. -_-

fucking shit when i wanna complain to my dad i get scolded for not hiding it so he won't be able to reach it -_- CHI BAI.

no brain meh? you think i want it to be spoiled? and fuck it was just pen drive. imagine how things would end up if it was to be smth else? _|_

fuck you, you think you so heroic just cus you contributed THAT FUCKING TINY BIT? you know mum 'appreciates' it cos you have a penis and you're doing that fucking bit of chores.

fucking sucks when your mum only wants you to do chores cos you have a fucking pussy. with the excuse of 'your brothers are working laa blabla they give you allowance and shit'. PLS SO IF I DONT ACCEPT ALLOWANCE THEN DO I GET TO SIT DOWN AND BE LAZY? FUCK YOUR FUCKING SELF.

seriously i am fucking tired of this shit and i want a break.

everytime when i'm on the verge of screaming at them i break down into tears and all they can fucking say is 'whats the use of crying? it doesn't help' BLOODY WELL I KNOW IT DOESNT BUT DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL? FUCK!

WHAT ELSE SUCKS HUH ?

WHEN IT'S YOUR FUCKING BIRTHDAY AND YOU'RE SUPER EXCITED ABT IT AND YOUR FRIENDS LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND PLANNED A SURPRISE FOR YOU BOUGHT YOU A HAMSTER BOUGHT YOU A CAKE MADE YOU BARDS AND WISHED YOU HUGGED YOU ETC AND WHEN YOU REACH HOME EXPECTING FOR MORE AND ALL YOU GET IS FUCKING SCOLDING ON OWNING A FUCKING RAT AND FOR NOT HAVING A PHYSICS TUITION YET.

ITS YOUR FUCKING DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY FOR CHRISTS SAKE MUST YOU MAKE LIFE SO MISERABLE?!

and did i mention that was the HARDEST i have ever cried in my life. i could barely breath i could've almost suffocated _|_

AND WHEN I ASK YOU WHY DONT YOU CARE ABT MY BDAY YOU SAY ITS CUS I'VE BEEN SHOWING ATTITUDE!? so you haven't been? you think im a fucking slave? think i have no feelings?

WHEN I TELL YOU I'M STRESSED AND TRY TO MAKE A CONVERSATION WITH YOU, you fucking dont give a shit and hint me that its cos i did not do the 234567909746535 chores you want me to do?

and you fucking kembang when your sons come and eat with you cos they got a penis and a set of balls with sperms inside so they can continue your next generation and wtvrfck.

-_- i know i sound like an ungrateful bitch now but heck, i've had enough.

sometimes i just wish i'm not that family kinda person. how i wished i do not care abt it but i simply just can't. everything is so fucked up.

i hate you like never before. you fucking mood swinging fuck. i swear to god i will never do you anymore favors you fucking douche.

I HATE YOU.

GO AND SUCK ON YER OWN DICK LA FUCKER.

why i love brendon urie

he gives me passionate ear sex :D

I am so random.

wanna try this with the coffee liquor B)

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WHEE I HAVE ALL THESE 3 IN MY HOUZE :D

gonna get drunk and drive around and make peace with an empty town and we'll feel so alive!! (-____-)

annehway,

this is gonna sound so super cliche but i'm still doing it anyway:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! V^^V

hahah can already imagine all poker faces staring blankly at the screen :) but wtvr!

I'm glad to say that i've already settled what's supposed to be settled and i can't feel any more pleased with myself! :D

Feels good to be lifeless again. waking up without the sound of the annoying alarm and constant pressure to hurry up and get dressed for school is like the awesomest sh!t atm. what more when it's CNY when we all get dressed up in beautiful clothes and recieve red packets (altho i wont be recieving alot this yr)? For once in my life in 2 yrs, I haven't been caring much abt my weight :) and it feel oh soooooo gewd! (i love ngaku)

Been saving up (unintentionaly) since idk when and i've just checked my purse and lol boy am i rich $_$. gotta find a way to spend it wisely. what should i spend it on? :)

this post is all over the place! 'ma make it worst/better.

hahahahhahaha -_- i need to get some friends.

btw, I'm reading 'The Perks of being a Wallflower' in pdf format! can be such a pain sometimes but it's worth it :) very interesting book and its kinda like 'where rainbows end'. letters :)

can already imagine the scenes with logan and emma! can't wait for the movie to be out!

a very nicely done fanmade poster.

aiyaaaa, i'm gonna have so many things to do when school reopens.

k i gotta stop obsessing over p!atd

but this thing just gave me the biggest smile i've ever had in days :)

"go and f*ck yourself"

sigh