I am so random.

wanna try this with the coffee liquor B)

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WHEE I HAVE ALL THESE 3 IN MY HOUZE :D

gonna get drunk and drive around and make peace with an empty town and we'll feel so alive!! (-____-)

annehway,

this is gonna sound so super cliche but i'm still doing it anyway:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! V^^V

hahah can already imagine all poker faces staring blankly at the screen :) but wtvr!

I'm glad to say that i've already settled what's supposed to be settled and i can't feel any more pleased with myself! :D

Feels good to be lifeless again. waking up without the sound of the annoying alarm and constant pressure to hurry up and get dressed for school is like the awesomest sh!t atm. what more when it's CNY when we all get dressed up in beautiful clothes and recieve red packets (altho i wont be recieving alot this yr)? For once in my life in 2 yrs, I haven't been caring much abt my weight :) and it feel oh soooooo gewd! (i love ngaku)

Been saving up (unintentionaly) since idk when and i've just checked my purse and lol boy am i rich $_$. gotta find a way to spend it wisely. what should i spend it on? :)

this post is all over the place! 'ma make it worst/better.

hahahahhahaha -_- i need to get some friends.

btw, I'm reading 'The Perks of being a Wallflower' in pdf format! can be such a pain sometimes but it's worth it :) very interesting book and its kinda like 'where rainbows end'. letters :)

can already imagine the scenes with logan and emma! can't wait for the movie to be out!

a very nicely done fanmade poster.

aiyaaaa, i'm gonna have so many things to do when school reopens.

sigh

asdfghjk

Today marks an end to the first month of the year! which means 1 month's down frm the SPM count down chart noooooooooooooooooooo ahah not really. Haven't really got the time to REALLY study/revise yet as most of my time's being occupied by school activities.

I've lost some parts of my life recently.. :(

it's a chain reaction! THIS THING has been part of MY LIFE since the beginning of the year and THESE PPL are part of THIS THING and now, MY LIFE has a little gaping hole in it :( mended holes will never be as good as the original one! :( ah well,

Everyone says that it's all god's planning and that everything's meant to be happening for a reason. I'm sure that my Gohonzhon's planning this for me to make me a stronger person and HOPEFULLY this will turn out into something good. 变毒为药! hm, it's not THAT bad ...right?

But still, when i think abt it, :( all these stupid thoughts tend to pop out everywhere in my mind like:

OMG IS IT BECAUSE I'M TOO NOOB?

OMG IS IT BECAUSE WE SUCK?

OMG IS IT BECAUSE... I HAVE SOME ATTITUDE PROBLEM?

I've shared these feelings with my friends and they've all said that i'm thinking too much but.. :( idk!

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Panic! at the disco, been loving them on and off (lol) since std 6. Sooo glad that they've made a come back :)

but what sucks is that now that they only have 2 members. the other 2 left. ARGH WHY MUST PPL LEAVE?

wtvr, maybe it's not their choice.

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good times, good times.

Ryan and Jon, wish you all all the best :) (L)