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Today marks an end to the first month of the year! which means 1 month's down frm the SPM count down chart noooooooooooooooooooo ahah not really. Haven't really got the time to REALLY study/revise yet as most of my time's being occupied by school activities.

I've lost some parts of my life recently.. :(

it's a chain reaction! THIS THING has been part of MY LIFE since the beginning of the year and THESE PPL are part of THIS THING and now, MY LIFE has a little gaping hole in it :( mended holes will never be as good as the original one! :( ah well,

Everyone says that it's all god's planning and that everything's meant to be happening for a reason. I'm sure that my Gohonzhon's planning this for me to make me a stronger person and HOPEFULLY this will turn out into something good. 变毒为药! hm, it's not THAT bad ...right?

But still, when i think abt it, :( all these stupid thoughts tend to pop out everywhere in my mind like:

OMG IS IT BECAUSE I'M TOO NOOB?

OMG IS IT BECAUSE WE SUCK?

OMG IS IT BECAUSE... I HAVE SOME ATTITUDE PROBLEM?

I've shared these feelings with my friends and they've all said that i'm thinking too much but.. :( idk!

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Panic! at the disco, been loving them on and off (lol) since std 6. Sooo glad that they've made a come back :)

but what sucks is that now that they only have 2 members. the other 2 left. ARGH WHY MUST PPL LEAVE?

wtvr, maybe it's not their choice.

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good times, good times.

Ryan and Jon, wish you all all the best :) (L)